Way Back Into Love
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
I have been working too much..
24 hours ain't enough for me.
August will be worse.
Feels like i'm burning out fast.
Yawns~
Selection just ended and I didn't make it.
Frustration, Disappointment, Anger..
It's time to pack up and move on.
Freaking irritated.
And freaking shoulder aching..
=.=
gosh, bowled 7 games today till my thumb got bruise and swollen. keeping my spirits high till Sunday.. "YA!" i foresee myself not going to work on monday.. =p
i'm uber motivated to do well today~ and yes it's a I WANT TO DO WELL & I CAN DO WELL AFFAIR! in bold bold, double bold! no longer a i will do well.. Yes, i'm uber fired up tonight~ can you feel my aggressiveness now. lolz~
D was like saying.. how you know you can bowl uitm. I was like~ oh.. I will be there. yes.. that's how hype up i am. i'm going to fight till my very last breathe for the 8 games selection. which kinda tempts me to take half day off on the Monday..
It's time to embrace living my life that I have missed out. (Alrights, perhaps i have been going out too much.. as such 24 hrs isn't enough.. i probably see fit more than i seen my parents.. lolz~ no worries, i'm still single and available and straight.) Been in very good mood lately, maybe except for the fact that sunig selection is next week and i hasn't been performing. it's also time to meet up with girlfriends and boyfriends.. especially all my lovers (ai ais). lolz~ and poor kat is down with pox, hopefully you will get better by next week or can wear mask. =)
Looking forward to tmr..
Looking forward to sat..
Team 120 rocks!
But will be working Sunday again. =.=
selection coming in 2 weeks time.
and everyone's been like bowling much more frequently now.
i have been very tired with the work, tuition and bowling..
wonder if the bowling sessions are really effective.
feel like i haven been trying hard enough.
it's like not stretching to my limits.
it's quite irritating to not achieve something i know i can.
scores aint reflecting what i should be achieving.
but i know i'm improving.
be more agressive, be be more agressive.
i know my worth. and it's time to prove my worth.
argghhh~
I'm smiling =)
In a uber happy mood.
Uber uber uber happy mood.
End of description~
Speechless about training today.
Don't wish to comment.
Haiz..
sunig selection in 18 days time.
Trapped in myself.
Trapped in this life.
Lost once again..
Searching for a reason.
Searching for "the" reason.